1. Je to tak. Moje pocity se nedaj\u00ed vyj\u00e1d\u0159it jinak, ne\u017e t\u00edmhle patetick\u00fdm v\u00fdk\u0159ikem: miluju t\u011b! A nejl\u00e9pe n\u011bkolikr\u00e1t a nahlas zopakovan\u00fdm.<\/p>\n
2. \u017de to je l\u00e1ska sem pochopil dnes. Tedy pr\u00e1v\u011b te\u010f. V \u0161est r\u00e1no. Byl sem toti\u017e hrozn\u011b \u0161\u0165astn\u00fd. Tak n\u011bjak podobn\u011b jako na koksu, ale p\u0159itom \u00a0mimo\u0159\u00e1dn\u011b st\u0159\u00edzliv.<\/p>\n
3. Ale jak jinak si vysv\u011btlit, \u017ee \u010dlov\u011bk co se pr\u00e1v\u011b probudil, notabene v nechutn\u00fdch \u0161est r\u00e1no, \u00a0s vyhl\u00eddkama na to, \u017ee mus\u00ed j\u00edt do t\u00e9 smrdut\u00e9 pr\u00e1ce, se c\u00edt\u00ed naprosto a zcela \u0161\u0165astn\u00fd?<\/p>\n
4. Ano, mus\u00ed to b\u00fdt l\u00e1ska.<\/p>\n
5. J\u00e1 na to projevov\u00e1n\u00ed emoc\u00ed, nato\u017e u\u017e pak emoc\u00ed velk\u00fdch moc nejsem, ale prost\u011b kdy\u017e je n\u011bco siln\u011bj\u0161\u00ed ne\u017e j\u00e1, pro\u010d tomu br\u00e1nit?<\/p>\n
6. To, \u017ee to je l\u00e1ska mi nazna\u010duje i takov\u00e1 ta ji\u017e te\u010f se mi do mysli vkr\u00e1daj\u00edc\u00ed obava o to, \u017ee to nevydr\u017e\u00ed „nav\u011bky<\/em>„. To sem tak\u00e9 nikdy p\u0159edt\u00edm nec\u00edtil. To pnut\u00ed „hlavn\u011b aby to vydr\u017eelo<\/em>„, nato\u017e „a\u017e na v\u011b\u010dnost, dokud n\u00e1s smrt nerozd\u011bl\u00ed“<\/em>.<\/p>\n 7. Te\u010f je ov\u0161em v\u0161echno jinak. Du sp\u00e1t a sem \u0161\u0165astn\u00fd, vst\u00e1v\u00e1m a sem \u0161\u0165astn\u00fd, a e\u0161t\u011b nav\u00edc sem d\u00edky tomu v\u0161emu asi i daleko produktivn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed, tak\u017ee v pr\u00e1ce sed\u00edm za \u00a0monitorem a nic ned\u011bl\u00e1m stejn\u011b jako jindy, ale zato daleko efektivn\u011bji.<\/p>\n 8. \u00a0Taky m\u00e1m tendence o sv\u00e9m stavu po\u0159\u00e1d n\u011bkomu vykl\u00e1dat. Zn\u00e1te to? Na jakoukoliv ot\u00e1zku se \u010dlov\u011bku chce odpov\u011bd\u011bt s t\u00edm \u00fachyln\u011b \u0161\u0165astn\u00fdm v\u00fdrazem ve tv\u00e1\u0159i a \u00a0popisov\u00e1n\u00edm sv\u00e9ho \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed.<\/p>\n 9. Co\u017e v\u0161echny za\u010dne brzo sr\u00e1t, garantuju, tak si ty bl\u00e1boly rad\u0161i nechte pro sebe.<\/p>\n 10. Ale v\u00e1m, m\u00fdm v\u011brn\u00fdm \u010dten\u00e1\u0159\u016fm to snad je\u0161t\u011b jednou \u0159\u00edct m\u016f\u017eu: sem d\u011bsn\u011b zamilovan\u00fd. Miluju sv\u016fj euroamerick\u00fd jetlag. Nic lep\u0161\u00edho sem v \u017eivot\u011b neza\u017eil, ne\u017e kdy\u017e se \u010dlov\u011bk probud\u00ed v p\u011bt r\u00e1no s pocitem do r\u016f\u017eova vyspan\u00e9ho mimina, toti\u017e, a zjist\u00ed \u017ee m\u00e1 e\u0161t\u011b p\u00e1r hodin, ne\u017e n\u011bco „mus\u00ed<\/em>„. No \u0159ekn\u011bte, nezn\u00ed to jako r\u00e1j na zemi? J\u00e1 mysl\u00edm \u017ee jo. A proto si sv\u00e9ho mil\u00e1\u010dka budu e\u0161t\u011b t\u011bch p\u00e1r t\u00fddn\u016f h\u00fd\u010dkat, ne\u017e se mi zase rozplyne pod rukama. \u00a0A tedy v\u0161em t\u011bm, co n\u011bkoho miluj\u00ed, doporu\u010duju to sam\u00e9: h\u00fd\u010dkat a u\u017e\u00edvat si. \u00a0P\u0159\u00edpadn\u011b p\u0159ipoutat za nohu ke stolu nebo d\u00e1t do klece. Kdybych moh, tak to se sv\u00fdm jetlagem samoz\u0159ejm\u011b ud\u011bl\u00e1m. Proto\u017ee bez n\u011bj je \u017eivot o pozn\u00e1n\u00ed slo\u017eit\u011bj\u0161\u00ed. Ale on se, mrcha jedna, ned\u00e1 uchopit. Tak hodn\u011b \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed t\u011bm, jejich\u017e objekt z\u00e1jmu je hmotn\u00fd a trval\u00fd. M\u00e1te moj\u00ed bledou z\u00e1vist!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" 1. Je to tak. Moje pocity se nedaj\u00ed vyj\u00e1d\u0159it jinak, ne\u017e t\u00edmhle patetick\u00fdm v\u00fdk\u0159ikem: miluju t\u011b! A nejl\u00e9pe n\u011bkolikr\u00e1t a nahlas zopakovan\u00fdm. 2. \u017de to je l\u00e1ska sem pochopil dnes. Tedy pr\u00e1v\u011b te\u010f. V \u0161est r\u00e1no. Byl sem toti\u017e hrozn\u011b \u0161\u0165astn\u00fd. Tak n\u011bjak podobn\u011b jako na koksu, ale p\u0159itom \u00a0mimo\u0159\u00e1dn\u011b st\u0159\u00edzliv.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_editorskit_title_hidden":false,"_editorskit_reading_time":0,"_editorskit_is_block_options_detached":false,"_editorskit_block_options_position":"{}"},"categories":[6,4],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.krutomyval.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/622"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.krutomyval.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.krutomyval.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.krutomyval.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.krutomyval.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=622"}],"version-history":[{"count":11,"href":"https:\/\/www.krutomyval.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/622\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":633,"href":"https:\/\/www.krutomyval.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/622\/revisions\/633"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.krutomyval.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=622"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.krutomyval.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=622"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.krutomyval.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=622"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}